Made to Shine

Made to Shine
Made to Shine

She was on her third Christmas tree. My husband and I received the pretty tree-top angel as a gift. For thirty years, she had taken her place and glowed above the rest of the decorations.

My heart sank when I plugged her in for her annual light check. Nothing happened. After more than three decades of faithfully serving her duty with no complications, her lights had burnt out.

I wondered if it was time to find a replacement for her, but I just didn’t have the heart. I thought about the effort it would take to fix the broken angel. I didn’t really want to go to all of the trouble. However, as I held her in my hands and remembered Christmas pasts, I knew I needed to take care of her. She was made to shine.

I  completed the tedious task of rewiring her; she was made to shine.
I completed the tedious task of rewiring her; she was made to shine.

The process took a good chunk of my time. I had to run to the store to find a clear strand of lights to replace the set that had made her glow for so many years. Then I was left with the tedious job of rewiring her.

After she was fixed, I lifted her up high to take her place just inches from the ceiling. I plugged her in, and watched as she brightly shined her light. Yes. She was made to shine.

I plugged her in and watched as she brightly shined her light.
I plugged her in and watched as she brightly shined her light.

I thought about my own light. There have been times that it has dimmed. I’m sure there have even been times that no one could even see it shine at all.

I believe the trouble in my life is that at times, I have let the cares of this world steal my focus from the Source of my light. Instead of praying, I worried. Instead of searching for truth in God’s word, I allowed myself to believe Satan’s lies. Rather than listening to the Holy Spirit’s leading and guidance when I was offended, I responded with hurtful words and careless actions. Instead of trusting that God would take care of whatever trial or tribulation that caused my light to dim, I found myself in despair over the things I could not fix.

Thankfully, I have a loving and patient Father who has been teaching me to rely on the power of the Spirit. He has also blessed me with caring brothers and sisters in Christ who have helped shift my focus back to Him when I’m not listening to Him very well.

We cannot let the troubles of this world dim our lights. God forbid that our lights would be totally snuffed out. It’s imperative that we stay plugged into the Source through prayer and meditating on His word. We must stay focused on the Source of the Great Light within us. For we were made to shine!

“You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven” (Matthew 5:14-16).

Some Gifts Don’t Come Wrapped

Some gifts don't come wrapped. (Grandpa Shouse, Grandma Shouse and Me)
Some gifts don’t come wrapped. (Grandpa Shouse, Grandma Shouse and Me)

Some gifts don’t come wrapped. We may not even recognize some things as being gifts at the time we receive them. However, as time passes by, we understand.

My Grandpa and Grandma Shouse had eight children and too many grandchildren and great grandchildren for me to try to count. Because their family was so large, we didn’t get together for a big meal or gift exchange at Christmas.

However, every year on Christmas day, my parents, siblings and I would go to Grandpa and Grandma’s house for a visit. Grandpa would get his Bible off the stand on the coffee table and read Luke chapter 2. While we were there, other aunts, uncles and cousins were sure to show up at some point. Since all of Grandpa’s children and grandchildren showed up at different times, I have often wondered how many times on Christmas day my Grandpa read Luke chapter 2. I miss those special times when we all sat quietly and listened to Grandpa read aloud about the birth of Jesus.

My grandpa died on May 14 of 1982. I was in 8th grade and remember being pulled out of Mr. Pickett’s classroom to join my cousin Brian in the hallway while my dad and uncle told us the news.

For my 8th grade graduation that year, my grandma gave me a little “Soul Winner’s New Testament” with “’Call unto me.’ –Jeremiah 33:3” written in gold lettering. Inside were words presenting it to me from her and Grandpa even though Grandpa had gone on to heaven.

I don’t think I realized what a precious gift my grandparents (and parents) had passed down to me until later in life. A big part of who I am today has been shaped by the words on those pages…words that taught me what is right, words that taught me of God’s unconditional love, words that taught me to love, words that gave wisdom to help me grow, words that gave direction when I didn’t know which way to go, words that brought strength, comfort and peace in times of trouble, words of life.

Some gifts don’t come wrapped. Of all the gifts that I have received at Christmas, the gift of hearing the Good News about Jesus and celebrating his birth is the gift that has lasted and had the biggest impact on my life. Because of the relationship I have with Jesus after hearing those words and recognizing God’s call, I have peace. Because I believe the Good News I heard, I want to share those words with others. There is no greater joy than seeing others recognize God’s call after they hear the words as well.

 “If you declare with your mouth, ‘Jesus is Lord,’ and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved.” ~Romans 10:9-10 NIV

“How, then, can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them? And how can anyone preach unless they are sent? As it is written: ‘How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!’” ~Romans 10:14-15

“Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word about Christ.” ~Romans 10:17

Remember All He Has Done!

I was asking “Why?” one day. God has answered so many of my prayers lately, but he has also remained silent or even said, “No”concerning some things I’ve been praying about for a long time. I believe that my motives in what I’m asking are pure and that what I’m asking would advance the kingdom, but for some reason, God has yet to come in and save the day.

Satan can really start to mess with a person’s mind in times like this, “You’ve been praying about this for over 20 years. If God loves you so much, why won’t he help you out? God is totally able to do what you are asking. Why won’t he fix the situation?”

A thought about this came to me recently, “Stop fretting about what God isn’t doing, and remember all he has done!” My heart was convicted, and my mind started thinking of all the wonderful things that God has done for me.

I remembered the pile of shells sitting at my table on the porch. Back in June I wrote a post called, “What Do These Shells Mean?” At that time, I was remembering some of the encounters that I had with God and writing them down on seashells I had found at the ocean. I had planned on making a wind chime with those shells, but I didn’t have time to complete the project.

This Sunday, I decided that it was time to do something with those shells. Sorting through them was good. They reminded me of so many wonderful things that God had done. I even had a few things to add because over the past few months, God has continued to bless me and to allow me to experience how good he is.

There are many great spiritual markers written on those shells. Each one of those encounters with God strengthened my faith and deepened my relationship with him. Likewise, each experience with God has made an impact on my life that has helped transform me to be more like Jesus.

I’m sure that I will add even more shells to this wind chime as God continues to pour into my life. There is already one shell on there, though, that will always be the most important shell. It hangs in the center just below the shell that celebrates the day I was born. It reads, “Born Again, July 24, 1977.”

That shell represents the day that I received new life. When my body was immersed under the water, I died to myself; my sin was washed away. When my body came up out of the water, I was raised back to life in Jesus. When I think about the day that I was baptized into Christ, it puts everything back into perspective. Giving my life to Jesus and learning to follow him has been the most rewarding decision that I’ve ever made. After my baptism, the Holy Spirit came to live in me and to empower me to do God’s will. Through Jesus, I will experience eternal life with him in heaven. All the other shells on that wind chime and all of the encounters those shells represent are just icing on the cake. That one encounter helps me to stop fretting over what God isn’t doing and remember all he has done.

Deciding What to Wear

Deciding what to wear each day can be a bit of a challenge for me, and you never know what I might look like. I love to wear dresses, but sometimes I want to wear my comfy pants. Sometimes I dress professional; other times, my style is pretty loud and eccentric. I have days that I receive compliments, but I also have days when my daughter looks at me, shakes her head and firmly advises, “No!” If my outfit is pink, flowery, polka dotted or lacy, I will probably be sweet that day. If I’m wearing black my attitude might not be quite as pleasant. Black could mean that I’m mourning over a person or situation, but it could also mean that I need to feel brave, confident or powerful for something I’m getting ready to face. If I’ve been having a rough time and wish I could stay at home, I will probably choose clothes that are as close as I can get to pajamas. My beachy attire might mean that I’m in a great mood, but it could also mean that while my body is trapped in the real world, my mind is trying to escape to the ocean. Sometimes my clothes don’t match. If I feel like wearing my striped pants with my printed blouse or my hot pink cheetah print slippers with my lime green t-shirt and jeggings, then that is what I’m going to wear. I might wear sequins and glitter one day, classic black another and my paisley palazzo pants with a hot pink tank top the next. The way I dress generally reflects how I feel on any particular day, but there are also days that I dress the opposite of how I feel in an effort to hide or lift my mood. You just never know what to expect.

There is however, something very important that I strive to put on every single day. No matter what my mood is or how I feel, putting on my spiritual attire is a must. When I pray each the morning, I ask God to dress me in the full armor of God from Ephesians 6:10-18. It sounds something like this,

Dear Heavenly Father, please clothe me and my family in the full armor of God so that we can take our stand against the devil’s schemes. Let us stand firm with the belt of truth buckled tightly around our waists to keep us aligned with your truth. Let us keep the breastplate of righteousness in place to guard our hearts from evil. Let our feet be fitted with readiness that comes from the Gospel of peace. Help us live out the Gospel so that others can see the transformation you are making in our lives. May we be ready to share the Gospel with those around us. Let us take up the shield of faith to extinguish the flaming arrows of the evil one. Shield us from fear and doubt. Strengthen our faith and make us like the tree in Jeremiah, planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream, and does not fear when heat comes, for its leaves remain green, and is not anxious in the year of drought, for it does not cease to bear fruit. Give us faith that moves mountains. Let us wear the helmet of salvation, remembering that our salvation comes not because of anything we do but only through Jesus. Let us not take for granted the sacrifice that Jesus made for us when He died on the cross, but just as Jesus laid down his life for us, I pray that we would lay down our lives for him. Help us to be mighty ambassadors for Christ and children who please you and bring you glory. Keep the sword of the Spirit sharp in our possession so that we can wipe out all of Satan’s lies with your truth. Fill our minds with your truth to give us wisdom and discernment. Flood our hearts with truth to give us peace. Keep your truth on the tip of our tongues, ready to bring healing to those who need it. Lead us not into temptation. Let us remember that you are always with us and that the battle belongs to you. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.

When I pray this, I visualize God clothing me with that armor, and I prepare myself for whatever I will face that day. His words of truth soak into my mind and strengthen my spirit. I am reminded that we are in a spiritual battle and that I need to keep my eyes open to see what God is doing around me and so that I can also be alert when Satan tries to distract and discourage me. It reminds me that I belong to the One who has been given all power and authority in heaven and on earth and that he has provided me with all that I need to overcome the evil one. When I put on the full armor of God, I can be confident that I am secure for battle and that I am able to stand against the devil’s schemes.

Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. Stand therefore, having fastened on the belt of truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, and as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace. In all circumstances take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one; and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God, praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication. To that end, keep alert with all perseverance, making supplication for all the saints (Ephesians 6:10-18 ESV)

Different Yet Perfect

I was very surprised to receive three beautiful flower arrangements for my birthday. I don’t believe I have ever received so many flowers at one time. I felt special and loved for sure!

The first arrangement was a simple bouquet of white daisies. My husband knows that daisies are my favorite flower and that I love a bouquet that looks like it was picked straight from the garden. The arrangement was perfect!

 

The second arrangement was another bouquet of white daisies, but it also included carnations and roses in the most perfect shade of pink. My son and daughter-in-law know that daisies are my favorite flower, that I also love pink roses and that the smell of carnations bring back happy childhood memories. The arrangement was perfect!

 

The third arrangement also included white daisies but with bright yellow daisies mixed in. My father-in-law and stepmother-in-law know that I love daisies and bright colors. Of course, the bright yellow color makes me feel happy as it reminds me of the sunshine. The arrangement was perfect!

 

All three bouquets were different, yet all three bouquets were absolutely perfect! I couldn’t have chosen a favorite. They each had distinct qualities that made them special.

 

The beautiful arrangements sitting on my desk reminded me of each of us. We are all the same in that we are created in God’s image, but at the same time, we are all different. We each have a different combination of physical features, personalities, gifts and talents. Each of us is God’s unique creation. We are His masterpiece (Ephesians 2:10 NLT). He designed each of us exactly how He wants us. His work is absolutely perfect!

 

“For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.”

~Psalm 139:13-16