There Was No Other Way

He knew what was coming that Thursday. He fell with his face to the ground and prayed to the Father 3 times asking if it was possible to take away the cup of suffering that he had been asked to drink. And though his soul was overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death, and his sweat was like drops of blood falling to the ground, his earnest prayers of anguish ended with, “Yet not as I will, but as you will.”

He was full of love, grace and compassion. He was a man of honor and truth. He healed the sick and gave sight to the blind. He was a friend to sinners, the poor and those who others shunned. There wasn’t a mean or selfish bone in his body. He spent his life serving those around him and doing the will of his Father. He never committed a single sin. He didn’t deserve this cup, but he knew that we were separated from God by our sin. He understood that the only way to get rid of our sin was by shedding the blood of a sinless man. There was no other way. He was willing to take the blame, willing to suffer, willing to die. He accepted the cup.

A large crowd arrived that night with clubs and swords. For thirty pieces of silver, he was betrayed with a kiss, and his closest friends deserted him. He was handed over for questioning, accused of blasphemy, spit on, beaten and ridiculed. He was completely innocent, but he didn’t defend Himself.

Then came Friday. Over and over, the whips beat upon his back until it became a mass of torn, bleeding tissue. He was stripped and dressed in a scarlet robe. A crown of thorns was twisted and placed on his head. They put a staff in his hand, knelt in front of him and mocked him, “Hail, king of the Jews!” They spit on him, took the staff and beat him on the head over and over. Then they put his own clothes back on him and led him away to be crucified.

As he hung on the cross, the people continued to mock him. “You who are going to destroy the temple and build it in three days, save yourself! Come down from the cross, if you are the Son of God! He saved others, but he can’t save himself! He’s the king of Israel! Let him come down now from the cross, and we will believe in him. He trusts in God. Let God rescue him now if he wants him, for he said, ‘I am the Son of God.’”

After hours of suffering, he cried out in a loud voice, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” He cried out again, and then he gave up his spirit.

The kind, compassionate, loving, giving, completely innocent man died. The crowd deserved to die. I deserve to die; you deserve to die, but he is the one who took the punishment.

He was buried in a tomb. A stone was rolled in front of the opening, and guards were posted to ensure that no one took the body. It seemed like hope was gone, but that wasn’t the end of the story….

“After the Sabbath, at dawn on the first day of the week, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to look at the tomb. There was a violent earthquake, for an angel of the Lord came down from heaven and, going to the tomb, rolled back the stone and sat on it. His appearance was like lightning, and his clothes were white as snow. The guards were so afraid of him that they shook and became like dead men. The angel said to the women, ‘Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay.’” (Matthew 28:1-6).

Jesus Christ died for our sin and has is risen! Do you believe?

“If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved” (Romans 10:9). Just as Jesus laid down his life for you, won’t you lay down your life for him? Turn away from your sin, turn to him and accept his gift of eternal life.

Grandma’s Lamp

I turned the knob, but it didn’t light. I jiggled the cord. Sparks flew, and the light flickered. After a few more jiggles and a few more sparks, the lamp finally lit up. The cord would need repaired.

At this point, most people would have set the lamp out with the trash. After all, it was probably more than 50 years old and it had gotten pretty tarnished.

The lamp had stood in my grandmother’s living room for as long as I could remember. I know it had been there for at least 36 years because I had seen in in some of my baby pictures that were taken in my grandparents’ home.

When Grandma passed away, I purchased the lamp at the auction; no one else seemed to want it. The auctioneer called it a “Halloween lamp.” It may have been old and out of style, but the lamp was special to me. It has now stood in my own living room for the past 13 years.

Every time that I look at the lamp, it reminds me of my grandma. Every time I turn the lamp on, it reminds me of the light that radiated from her.

My grandma was more like Jesus than anyone I have ever met. She was as sweet as she could be and was loved by everyone. Even the neighbor kids called her “Grandma.” She always made me feel special and made me feel like I was her favorite. I’m sure that’s how she made all her grandchildren feel.

I can still hear her voice that greeted us every time we visited, “Come in, come in, come in!” Whatever she had been doing, she would stop so that we could enjoy our time together. She always wanted us to stay longer than we were able and always insisted on a “quick peek” through her closet before we could leave. She was sure she could find something special in there that we needed to take home.

I never heard Grandma speak an unkind word about anyone. She loved her family, she loved her church and she loved Jesus. It was clear not just in her words but in her actions.

I remember feeling offended that day when the auctioneer called Grandma’s lamp a “Halloween lamp.” Maybe however, the description was more appropriate than I realized at the time. This world can be a pretty dark and sometimes scary place, but no matter what, Grandma always shined her light in that darkness. Her light made an impact for eternity.

“You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.” ~Matthew 5:14-16

Different Yet Perfect

I was very surprised to receive three beautiful flower arrangements for my birthday. I don’t believe I have ever received so many flowers at one time. I felt special and loved for sure!

The first arrangement was a simple bouquet of white daisies. My husband knows that daisies are my favorite flower and that I love a bouquet that looks like it was picked straight from the garden. The arrangement was perfect!

 

The second arrangement was another bouquet of white daisies, but it also included carnations and roses in the most perfect shade of pink. My son and daughter-in-law know that daisies are my favorite flower, that I also love pink roses and that the smell of carnations bring back happy childhood memories. The arrangement was perfect!

 

The third arrangement also included white daisies but with bright yellow daisies mixed in. My father-in-law and stepmother-in-law know that I love daisies and bright colors. Of course, the bright yellow color makes me feel happy as it reminds me of the sunshine. The arrangement was perfect!

 

All three bouquets were different, yet all three bouquets were absolutely perfect! I couldn’t have chosen a favorite. They each had distinct qualities that made them special.

 

The beautiful arrangements sitting on my desk reminded me of each of us. We are all the same in that we are created in God’s image, but at the same time, we are all different. We each have a different combination of physical features, personalities, gifts and talents. Each of us is God’s unique creation. We are His masterpiece (Ephesians 2:10 NLT). He designed each of us exactly how He wants us. His work is absolutely perfect!

 

“For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.”

~Psalm 139:13-16

A Season of Gray Hairs and Discipline

Gray hair is a crown of glory; it is gained in a righteous life. ~Proverbs 16:31 ESV

On March 21st I will celebrate my 49th birthday. The years have flown by fast, and I have no clue how I can already be so close to turning 50. I’m not the type of person who is bothered by age but rather a person who feels blessed to be alive another year. I quit coloring my hair over 10 years ago because I felt that’s what God wanted for me personally (Lord, please don’t ask me to give up my make-up even though it really does take up too much of my time each morning). My white hairs have rapidly multiplied over the past few years, but I have proudly earned every single one of them through this most recent (and trying) season of life!

Although growing old doesn’t send me over the edge or keep me grasping to hold on to my youth, it has caused me to spend quite a bit of time reflecting on my life. Why am I always too busy? Why am I so tired? Why am I so disorganized? Am I doing anything that is making any sort of difference? Am I wasting whatever precious time I have left…. I’m sad to say that if you were to read my journals, you would find that I have been on a quest to find the “B word” (BALANCE) for close to 15 years. So, this year I decided it is time to get serious; I’m tired of my mess. Continue reading “A Season of Gray Hairs and Discipline”